rush

"Don't rush things kay basin madagma ka"

I really have this attitude of wanting to do many things in just one setting. Like this year, I have achieved to land a job, then I have also taken the Civil Service Exam (hope I can pass), I am having my work out sa gym para modako ko, and now I'm torn of choosing either enrolling a hotel and restaurant service class or joining a violin class. Wheew! I do want to enroll myself to hotel class to gain skills in that service that I may apply when I will apply in a cruise ship. But I also love to join in a violin class, I really love to play the violin, as in so much!!!

My problem is that I will be having a hard time juggling my priorities and managing my time when I will do that, because I still have my other regular activities like, church service, which do requires a big slice of my time.

What I need now is how to manage my time, I do procrastinate a lot, I must change, I must use my time efficiently. May God grant me this grace.

Indifferent

Indifference is sometimes cause us to be lonely. We have this saying that "No man is an island" so we have to socialize and be with others. It is hard sometimes to look for people who will fit and be like your personality. In my case I find it hard to look for people who I can relate with. Like for instance, I really don't understand why I do not like liquor and almost 80% of the people I know enjoys it so much. I don't get the point when they say to me that it will get rid of the problems even just for a moment and they like the feeling of getting tipsy and when they started to become vulgar and open on what they feel. I have tried several times, and I really don't like the feeling. I don't understand that when it comes to prayer, God and about spiritual things, they tend not to discuss it. I don't understand that it is very hard for other people to be close to God in prayer and in actions. They often resort to liquor to escape to problems. I pity them but still I have to be in their situations, maybe they haven't know God already and tried to be close to Him, maybe they haven't know how great God is and He is the source of all good, maybe they haven't feel the love of God that they did not give them importance. I feel it is my obligation to let them understand the depth of God's love. Hope through His grace I can do it, through the enlightenment of the Holy Spirit I may conquer their hearts and be for God.