padayon

Hala, hapit napud nako nakalimtan ako diary aa ako kinabuhi, ako unya ning i print...hehehe

Heavy kaayo ang panghitabo sa akong kinabuhi karong mga panahona...


Adto sa ta sa mga maayong mga butang na nahitabo sa akong kinabuhi, unsa kay nakapasar ko sa Civil Service Exam ( I dont know if i ahave already written it here)

Ikaduha kay nakakuha na ko  ug passport and Seamans book, nakakuha pud ko ug Solas Certificate.

Kahibalo na pud ko mo play ug Violin, (dugay na kaayo ko nangandoy ani nga instrumentoha.

Daghan kaayo ko angay ipasalamat sa Ginoo, for His great graces na iyang gihatag nako. I love you Lord...The best jud siya, walay sama..

Kung naay mga kalipay, feel nako mas daghan man ang akong kasubo ui..

Kung sauna, kadaghan ato kay sa panimalay ug mga personal struggle, karon, personal struggle gihapon pero sa trabaho na pud.

"Why cant I grasp with my KRA?" "I'm pissed off with your performance" mao na linya na gisulti sa akong store manager na murag dili jud nako makalimtan hangtod sa hangtod.

Unsaon man ni ui, wala ko kasabot, I do not know how, ambot lang.

Mag clash lang pirmi among personalidad, dili jud mi mag ka uyon sa usag-usa... Tinuod jud nang panultihon na "you cannot plese everyone" bisan pa man sa imung kaayo, dili jud tanan maganahan nimu.

I am not a performer karon sa akong trabaho, maayo pa tong naa ko sa Jollibee kay ma feel nako na maayo kayo na daghan ko napalipay, dagahn ko na "touch lives". Daghan ko ug mga applauds, mga pagdayeg na akong nadawat ato. Proud kaayo ko sa akong gipangbuhat ato bahala na nga nagpaka ulaw ko ug host host, sayaw-sayaw na way angay...Pero nalipay ko ato.

Karon na na Manager na ko, lahi na akong gibati. Bunga ba kini sa stress or pressure? Murag dili.

I feel na wa koy gamit, wa koy ayo, wa koy kapadulngan. Pirmi lang ko palpak, pirmi lang ko kasab-an. Gi kjasab-an ko kay tungod ra pud sa akong mga binuhatan.

Nagpasalamt pud ko kay lig-on ko na pag katawo, God gave me the courage and strength to move on, na kaya ra nako, na dili mohilak.

Pero sakit na kaayo ako dughan kay feel nako, dako na kaayo ko ug sala. Dili na jud ko ganahan mopadayon niining trabahoa.

Pero angay ug matarong gayud na magpasalamt gihapon  ko, bisan pa man sa mga kasaba, panaway ug mga criticismo na akong nadawat, daghan ang nagmahal nako. Ang mga crew diri sa Greenwich, kahibalo ako na gimahal ako nila. Ug sila nang pina ka bug-at na rason nganu nagpadayon pa ko diri.

Salamt Ginoo, gihatagn mo sa mga tawon na magmahal nako, maski unsa pa ako. Salamat na imu silang gihimong instrumento aron ako magpadayon pa dinhi, aron mag tinguha sa pagpaningkamut na mahimong maayo sa trabaho. Salamat niining tanan kay imu gipadayon sa pagbubu sa imu grasya kanako, na mahimu pud ako na instrumento sa imung kamaayo pinaagi sa akong mga buhat. Salamat sa Greenwich, daghan kaayo ko ug nakat-on dinhi.

busy busy busy

Nakalimtan nasad nako ug hapit kani na blog, pero ako na realize na ako jud ni xa i maintain, para source ni nako ug inspiration and basin ma feature unya ako life sa "Malaala Mo Kaya".

I´m so grateful for this past weeks kay dagko kaayo mi ug halin sa amu delivery, nalipay jud ko na nappreciate na jud ni Sir Arnel (at last) ang akong mga efforts.

Grabe kaayo gihapon ka powerful ang prayer ui, God is the best jud. Wa jud ko niya pasagdi.

Prayer

I would like to thank the Lord for His goodness to me. First of all for letting me pass the Civil Service Exam...

God is so generous to me, I know that His favor rests in me, I am just so overwhelmed with happiness this past days because of Him..

Prayer is really powerful. It helps me throughout my life....

Prayer should be  natural as breathing. It should be part of our normal existence...

God I love you so much, help me to be always faithful to you!!

prove

Again God proves us the power of teamwork and the efficacy of prayer.

My last blog speaks of my disappointments and my down heart feelings of my team and my work, but now, I will speak of the wonders God has done in my work through prayers.

We have been very busy this past weeks and days to prepare for our second quarter audit for our store, this audit is done to test and to assess the store's standards and quality in delivering delicious and products to our customers. Our target is to have a 5-5-5 rating, meaning 5 for FOOD, 5 for SERVICE and 5 for CLEANLINESS and CONDITION. Most of my team are very busy preparing for the stuffs required prior to the rating, while I am also busy storming God through prayers to help us.

Hence the rating or the audit day came and to make the long story short, we got a 4-5-5 rating, which is good enough compared to our 1st quarter which is 3-4-4. Our dilemma now is to maintain this score until the fourth quarter in order that we may qualified for the Gold Award, in which case, in God's help, it is the third time for the store to claim the Gold Award.

May God help me and the team to reach its goal that I may have a happy quit...

Gone

Exactly one month after my last blog, but still my spirit in my workplace have gone low. I wasn't able to find, any inspiration at all, still I have the desire to quit now, if i only can. I feel I am always left behind, sometimes I thought it is just my imagination that I'm always left behind, but no, it is real  it is true. One good example is our Management Team schedule, last time I checked it I have a total of 8 rest days for the month of June, but now, it lowers down to seven. While some of the managers enjoy 2 to 3 consecutive rest days, me, I only have one rest day and the next of it will be four days from now. There are lot of things I do disappoint about my job, but I cannot contain it all here, like Mary, I just ponder it all in my heart. But still I thank God for this job because He made me realized that I am not for this kind of business, this is not my craft. God gave me this job so speedily, do I also have to end this that fast? Maybe, But through prayer God comforted me and persevere me in this struggles. As a true follower of Jesus I have to accept this and make most of my remaining stay here at its best. I will inspire and encourage my crew to be good, lead them to be a follower of Christ, be a good shepherd and show the values and the virtues of a true christian, because everything happens in this world has its purpose, including my stay here in Greenwich.

rush

"Don't rush things kay basin madagma ka"

I really have this attitude of wanting to do many things in just one setting. Like this year, I have achieved to land a job, then I have also taken the Civil Service Exam (hope I can pass), I am having my work out sa gym para modako ko, and now I'm torn of choosing either enrolling a hotel and restaurant service class or joining a violin class. Wheew! I do want to enroll myself to hotel class to gain skills in that service that I may apply when I will apply in a cruise ship. But I also love to join in a violin class, I really love to play the violin, as in so much!!!

My problem is that I will be having a hard time juggling my priorities and managing my time when I will do that, because I still have my other regular activities like, church service, which do requires a big slice of my time.

What I need now is how to manage my time, I do procrastinate a lot, I must change, I must use my time efficiently. May God grant me this grace.

Indifferent

Indifference is sometimes cause us to be lonely. We have this saying that "No man is an island" so we have to socialize and be with others. It is hard sometimes to look for people who will fit and be like your personality. In my case I find it hard to look for people who I can relate with. Like for instance, I really don't understand why I do not like liquor and almost 80% of the people I know enjoys it so much. I don't get the point when they say to me that it will get rid of the problems even just for a moment and they like the feeling of getting tipsy and when they started to become vulgar and open on what they feel. I have tried several times, and I really don't like the feeling. I don't understand that when it comes to prayer, God and about spiritual things, they tend not to discuss it. I don't understand that it is very hard for other people to be close to God in prayer and in actions. They often resort to liquor to escape to problems. I pity them but still I have to be in their situations, maybe they haven't know God already and tried to be close to Him, maybe they haven't know how great God is and He is the source of all good, maybe they haven't feel the love of God that they did not give them importance. I feel it is my obligation to let them understand the depth of God's love. Hope through His grace I can do it, through the enlightenment of the Holy Spirit I may conquer their hearts and be for God.

kapoy

huhuhu, gikapoy na jud ko sa present work nako run. But I have to be grateful because this is granted prayer. I remember last week of October 26 2009 when I really hardly prayed to God for a work before my birthday in December. God is so good for He answered my prayer 2 days after, Greenwich called me for an interview via phone. I almost forgot that I passed an application in the company for it was too long that I have waited. I am so excited for the first few months, but now it seems I am always not motivated every time I am on my shift. I just prayed to God to help me on this course, now I just realized that this kind of job is really not my liking and its not my interest. I thank God for that realization and I ask pardon for being choosy I should have think that I am very blessed to have this job while an outstanding number of graduates are jobless. "Lord please help me, send your Holy Spirit upon me that I may work and fulfill my job until you say to move on for greater and more satisfying job"

Be grateful

I am back again...hehehe
Last year I have a hard time looking for job, I;m very hopeless, desperate and very poor. But now, I have what I prayed for, I am now full  of complains and questions. I forgot to be grateful for this. O God thank you for the graces you have given me especially for my present job, it gives me an ideas of my mission in life. It awakens my senses to serve you through my brothers and sisters in need. Help me to achieve it, help me to become your servant and a missionary, spreading your word and your love.

I'm back

Heavy!! as in heavy kadugay na since last ko nag suwat sa akong public diary here sa multiply.
Heavy!! ang mga happening na ako na experience throughout my leave sa multiply blog.
Heavy!! kaayo ka buotan si Lord for all the graces I have received through His help.

Daghan pa kaayo ug HEAVY ang ako untang i-share pero murag the page is not enough, I have not written anything for the past 4 months, now I'm back!!!

This time I would like to say THANK YOU VERY MUCH LORD sa tanan...daghan kaayo mga unexpected graces na ako nadawat.. I don't know what to say.

The best ang Christmas gift na ako nadawat gikan niya, exactly what I pra na makakita unta ko ug trabaho before sa ako birthday, iya jud dayon gihatag. When I pray heavily as in, murag ako jud gitoktok ang langit) kay wa pa jud koy trabaho, then hapit na ako birthday and I have promised each year na mag host ko ug childrens party or magpakaon ko inig birthday nako since 2007, seems impossible kay wa pa baya koy trabaho....But God is really a great God, He never forget me, He never abandon me, He never despise my prayers....

Lord, you are the best!!!