Gone

Exactly one month after my last blog, but still my spirit in my workplace have gone low. I wasn't able to find, any inspiration at all, still I have the desire to quit now, if i only can. I feel I am always left behind, sometimes I thought it is just my imagination that I'm always left behind, but no, it is real  it is true. One good example is our Management Team schedule, last time I checked it I have a total of 8 rest days for the month of June, but now, it lowers down to seven. While some of the managers enjoy 2 to 3 consecutive rest days, me, I only have one rest day and the next of it will be four days from now. There are lot of things I do disappoint about my job, but I cannot contain it all here, like Mary, I just ponder it all in my heart. But still I thank God for this job because He made me realized that I am not for this kind of business, this is not my craft. God gave me this job so speedily, do I also have to end this that fast? Maybe, But through prayer God comforted me and persevere me in this struggles. As a true follower of Jesus I have to accept this and make most of my remaining stay here at its best. I will inspire and encourage my crew to be good, lead them to be a follower of Christ, be a good shepherd and show the values and the virtues of a true christian, because everything happens in this world has its purpose, including my stay here in Greenwich.