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Last week I am very fascinated with the weather because it is like bells in my ears that telling me that Christmas is really here. I am in a state of ecstasy at the moment, plus hearing the Christmas songs in the stereo makes me like feeling heavenly.
That thrill I am having right now I have is not the feeling that people in Luzon is having. Instead of that wonderful feeling, they are having this hopeless anxiety.
For more than 10 years livings in our house, its as if we never have the time to fix or roof. Time immemorial, magtulo jud ang amung balay ever since the world begun. As in if mosulod ka sa amu balay, makita jud nimu ang sandayong, telling you that there is more than one buslot ang naa sa amu atop.
Like a typical person, you tend to complain and question the different discomfort you experience in life. Ako pud mangutana jud ko ngano inga ani amu life. My family are struggling to become pious and be the best family possible, that is why I believe that we don't deserve those.
But as I compare myself to those persons on the streets, on shanty areas, smokey mountains,etc., I feel ashamed. Naulaw ko kay ngano mo reklamo pa ko na mas daghan pako ug grasya sa akong kinabuhi. I am reminded that the troubles and sorrows of others are sometimes mas dako pa kaysa amoa. And I'm proud that I've realize that and now everyday of our life is full of thanksgiving, pero sometimes mangutana gihapon ko ni Lord, pero dili na kaayo heavy...heheheh.