I have always been wishing to be someone else. I do not know why or maybe I just feel not contented with of myself now.
I have many frustrations in my life. I cannot help to compare myself to others especially to the things that I lack. I joined contests, cooking contest, impersonation, stand-up comedy, literary pieces, etc., I never won even if I had all my best and the confidence. It is heartbreaking especially when you exert effort in doing that. I really have high ambitions and I do not know how to fulfill them.
I tend to compare myself to other persons it is as if I have no confidence in me. I consider myself as a talentless person, I am no good, I do not have anything to brag, nothing to be proud of myself.
Once again, out of my jealousy I start to question God. “Nung binuhos ng Diyos ang mga talento sa mga tao, natutulog ako” that i
s my explanation every time I have this feeling of envy to others.Basin gidukol ko sa Ginoo then I realized the value of being unique to others. The differences of every human being are part of God’s plan for us. If we have all the same personality and talent, the world will be very boring, I bet.
I thank God that He made me appreciate my being me and able to grasp the beauty of being unique, distinct and one of a kind.
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