The Resounding Call

The Resounding Call

I attended the vocation seminar yesterday, Sunday, at the Sacred Heart Parish Cebu, conducted by the Jesuits. It again blossom my desire to become a priest. Oh, God, are you still calling me? Do you still want me?

I do not know how to answer the call; I do not know how to deal with it. My fears are still with me, but the peace is also within me. I do not know what to feel, I am not confident.

 

God always disturbs me. There are many instances that I don’t want to think it anymore and focus on finding a job, but He is always wants t re direct me. When I read a book, some passage will talk about vocation and calling, and when I pray it will suddenly flashes on my mind. I even dream of Jesus crucified but without the left arm.

But I still have to work; I have many responsibilities and liabilities (credit card). My mother will not allow me to enter seminary. There are many setbacks, but I know if this is my call and if I am chosen, it will come whatever it may take.

Oh God, what you want me to do for you. Lord speak to me now. Let me know what you want me to do, I am yours!