Sunday, August 5, 2012

Broke


Broke.

Why Lord? The very popular question.
I have been struggling to understand the depth of God’s wisdom as to how why He allows such things to happen in my life. Why all the miserable mishaps towards His faithful servant?

I may never analyze this in my lifetime, but surely, I am very hurt, I cannot understand why. I was in the cloud nine of happiness a few weeks ago, but I am in this state right now. I do not understand why, but there is still the peace inside of me, but I cannot control my worry, I cannot contain my anxiety, I do not know what to do. But in the effort of understanding, it seems God is speaking to me to relax and not to worry. But out of my stubbornness and still my incomplete trust to Him, I fret a lot.

“Lord help me to trust you more, open my heart to know you and to place my hopes in you. I cannot fathom your ways but I am sure, it will be for the best”

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